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*Sorry I didn't edit this picture*

Well this happened. My design is now permanently tattooed to my ankle. It looks awesome and I am in love with it!

Aperture

Today I spent my day at the shore. Ocean City, NJ to be exact. I was taking pictures and as always playing with lighting and aperture on my phone. I took these two photos and thought that I would share them will yall because it is a perfect example of different apertures.

New Hair

Got a hair cut and I love it.

I have realized that I am not the type of person who can come here everyday to type something and post it for the world. I find that I am ethier to happy or to sad to find anything to talk about. I will still post on here but maybe just once a week rather then everyday. Maybe then it will not feel as though I have to do it, thus I will want to. My mind works in weird ways, this might work. Okay well that is it for now, :D

Time - Quotes 20 + 21 of 365

“Try to imagine a life without timekeeping. You probably can’t. You know the month, the year, the day of the week. There is a clock on your wall or the dashboard of your car. You have a schedule, a calendar, a time for dinner or a movie.Yet all around you, timekeeping is ignored. Birds are not late. A dog does not check its watch. Deer do not fret over passing birthdays. Man alone measures time. Man alone chimes the hour. And, because of this, man alone suffers a paralyzing fear that no other creature endures. A fear of time running out."

I find that too many people now a day worry too much about time. When a paper is due, what time you have to be at work, or if you have time to do something. We live in a fear of not having enough time; turning in a paper late, getting to work late, or no being able to do certain things. I live the lifestyle that if I get to it great, if I don’t then I can do it tomorrow. Now this isn’t always the best thing but I don’t worry about time as much. I always make sure to be at work and school on time but for homework and other things, ill do them if I have time. I never stay up late to do homework or study, I think it is a waste of time because what I read at 1am, I will not remember that day on a test. That’s me though; some people find that it helps them to worry about time. They are just always stressed and worried. I have other things to worry about other then time. I think my lifestyle also doesn’t make me worries/scared about death. I know so many people who are afraid to die. I think that when I am going to die that it’s going to happen and I am not going to go though my life worried about when that day is, live life to the fullest yall. “Live today as if there is no tomorrow.”

 Did you live life to the fullest today? Did you “run out of time?” Are you worried about time now?  Don’t be worrying about time, is a waste if time

Contest

Every week I try to make something to show on here and this week I have been working on this. It is for a contest that I entering to win $250. That amount of money is worth trying, i think anyway.

Contentment - Quote 19 of 365

One should either be sad or joyful. Contentment is a warm sty for eaters and sleepers.
Eugene O'Neill
I am perfectly content right now, this whole weekend actually. I am just going with the flow, doing whatever. Nothing mad me overally happy or sad which I don’t think is such a bad thing. I am just chilling here with some banana ice cream in one hand and a computer mouse in the other working on a photoshop image. I find that I become content when I avoid everthing that make me angry. Today people were annoying me so I just walked away. I know this isnt how I should avoid problem, but today I just was not in the mood to get angry. I think a lot clearer when I am content, I don’t worry as much. I just take the little things and hold on to them like this banana ice cream. I wanted some, so I went and got some nothing was stopping me. I feel like I am always content with life now when it feels most like the future. Today I went to work, drove home, and then came home to an empty house. I could have done whatever I wanted and I love that feeling. I could have taken a nap, watched TV, or gone out. Is that what it’s like to live alone? Does that feeling get boring after a while? Because after a while my family did come home, they then of coursed started to annoy me so I came up here. After thinking about today and the weekend, I cant wait to live alone. I don’t mind being alone, eating/cooking alone, or doing anything alone. I am perfectly content with doing that alone, meaning I don’t mind if people do this with me, but they don’t have to. That’s all I got for now, theres not much my mind is thinking about today, finally a break from all the thinking.
*Now that I think about it, the only bad thing about living alone is that I'm scared of the dark and I get paranoid sometimes. So the lights would just be on at my house and I'd make sure everyday door and window is locked. (Maybe I could just get those glow stars, I have them in my room now. My siblings put them up while I was in china :D) them again right now my room is pitch black and I could care less, maybe I'm content with the darkness. Then when I'm scared its just my brain thinking to much...mhmm somthing to write about in a later post :)

What do you think about?

What do you think about when you eat alone? Today I just sat in my room at my desk and ate dinner, while doing so I was thinking about what other might think about while eating. If you are in public does it change what you think about? I tend to think about how people feel while they are alone, then why they are alone? Do they mind being there? i know my mom cant eat alone, in public anyway. i think thats weird but hey, thats her. So yeah nothing to much tonight, just wondering what you think about when eating alone. Not just being alone but eating alone.