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Hey there peeps, how are you? I was going to post tonight about inspiration and inspiring people, I have the quote and picture and everything. I am just not in a good state of mind to write it. It's going to be something up lifting and happy and if I write it now it would start like that but it wouldn’t end that way. So instead here we are, I’m here and you are there, separated yet together. I have an English project to finish but it won’t be hard to finish. Have you ever been driving down the road and you start to think about how things would be different if events didn’t happen? Not like you could have said something different or been somewhere else, but like I think sometimes what would life be like without me. How would people be different? Would there be a difference at all? Okay now think about 3 people; your best friend (or closest friend), your enemy (someone you hate/dislike), and your hero (or inspiration) Okay did you think of the people? Now think what your life might be like with out these people. You would be completely different, at least I know that my life would be different. Have you ever though about colors? I have and it’s a crazy thing to ponder. So you see this text as purple, right? We all see it as purple, now what if what I call purple you see as red and what I see as green you see as blue. The fact we can’t see in people’s brains and know what they think. That’s why I think that everyone has different favorite colors. I think it is all the same color, lets say "red" but I see what you see as red to be green. That’s what makes my favorite color green and not red. Am I confusing you? I confuse myself. Its just one of those things that is amazing about life. Does anything you have read today make sense? Probably not because in the morning I will probably not remember fully what I typed. Not because I am drunk or high or something, I am above that, it’s just after 10 pm everyday my brain like shuts off. I don’t really think clearly and I just say what I am thinking. This makes me have really great deep convos with people but a bad thing is that I always end up saying to much or something I didn’t want to say. So this post may not be here long I might delete it tomorrow but for now let the post live. Do you think I am forgettable? I wonder what yall think of me sometimes, like do you think when you read what I post? Then if you know me other then the blog do I seem like the same person? I'm not you so I don’t know. Okay well I have a lot more to say but I’m not going to. I am going to go do my English project. I hope that you all have a wonderful day, night, anything in between. You all deserve to be happy people. Remember that sometimes the people who do the helping actually need the most help. "I don’t get helped because I am the helper" I'm sorry. For what you may ask I have no idea. I just...just don’t know what to think then this is the word vomit that I do think about. Am I okay? Yes? No? I don’t know anymore.