Thinking

Why do I think so much? Do other people think this much too? If so, Do they think about the same things I do?

I feel I spend too much time thinking. And no I am not talking about studying or thinking about school. School comes pretty easy to me. I spend a lot of time thinking about life. What I will do now, later, and in the future? As much as I say I don’t care what people think, I think deep down I do care and I care a lot. Every move I think, what they will say if I do this or say that. Most times I just say that either way I am going to do it anyway, but there are sometimes that the answer to my question is something I don’t want them to say. Should their opinions really count, no, so then why do I care so much, when what I want is to not care at all. I may seem very outgoing, which I am, but I could do so much more if I just cared less. But is it bad to care less or care too much? There are so many questions in the world that will never have answers. This is what causes me to think. What will I do tomorrow? What will I do with the rest of my life? Does that matter now? Should I care now? What if I'm not good enough? Why wouldn't I be good enough? Why do I second guess myself? WHY ARE THERE SO MANY QUESTIONS UNANSWERED?

So here with this "My Mind" page I will answer some of the questions that fill my brain 24/7. For now I will continue to just think. Think about life, people, feelings, relationships, and think about thinking.